day that counts.

hi. it's been awhile (read: ages). nothing really fancy happened nowadays. life's plain as it used to be, doing stuffs here & there, try to get involved & be proactive though I figuratively cease to exist effortlessly by time to time.

anyhow, it's been months that I've been miles away from home. looking forward for our summer break but hey let's have a month of 'break' for examinations before that, shall we?

btw, a couple of days before, a senior of mine (who's currently doing his housemanship) paid us a visit and gave us a talk entitled "Keep Calm and Blame The Houseman" lol kidding. funnily, I was bombarded by the question of 'why I do medicine in the first place' again haha. this time it becomes more 'tense' since I'm currently in my fourth year (two years left & I'm leaving for good insyaAllah).

but not really that bad actually. I accept it as a challenge. plus, it's not that by choice I was here. miraculously I was here by chance as the chosen one ;)

I attended a motivational talk before (yes I was so demotivated inside previously) & this quote from the motivator relieved me spontaneously;

"Ilmu akhirat terbaik adalah ilmu fekah. Ilmu dunia yang terbaik adalah ilmu perubatan" 

- Imam Asy-Syafie

I shall not stop digging the 'ilm. otherwise, I'll be the 'poorest' person for not appreciating & seizing the countless blessings of His through the enormous number of the discovered/undiscovered knowledge in this Earth.

at that moment, the solid reason that I've looking for was finally found though many will/might come to fit these unfulfilled spaces that lost & have no chance to be replaced.

& I'm so thankful.

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